Hey guys. I’m easing my way back into tumblr. I love it so much that the thought of leaving was horrible but I had a really bad turn a few weeks ago, as you may have noticed, and I really thought I should just delete my whole online presence. Make myself even more isolated! But I didn’t, thank goodness. I’ve really not been well for a long time. I still aren’t but I basically have to keep going. As sad and hopeless as I feel right now. I’m pretty tired of fighting atm but I’ve started writing again and I have my family and best friend- and you guys. So maybe I can be okay soon. Love you x
I want to die. Please just let me die. It hurts so much., Please please just let me die. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t. I hurts.