The Girl Who Didn't Care

Lady-of-letters, 21. Buyer of books, writer of words, singer of songs.


( 2 days ago) · May 21,2013 → 22 notes

Hey guys. I’m easing my way back into tumblr. I love it so much that the thought of leaving was horrible but I had a really bad turn a few weeks ago, as you may have noticed, and I really thought I should just delete my whole online presence. Make myself even more isolated! But I didn’t, thank goodness. I’ve really not been well for a long time. I still aren’t but I basically have to keep going. As sad and hopeless as I feel right now. I’m pretty tired of fighting atm but I’ve started writing again and I have my family and best friend- and you guys. So maybe I can be okay soon. Love you x

( 3 weeks ago) · May 3,2013 → 5 notes

I want to die. Please just let me die. It hurts so much., Please please just let me die. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t. I hurts.

If I were another person, I go on, I wouldn’t want to deal with me, I don’t want to deal with me, It’s so hopeless, I want out of this life. I really do. I keep thinking that if I could just get a grip of myself, I could be all right again. I keep thinking I’m driving myself crazy, but I swear, I swear to God, I have no control. It’s so awful, It’s like some demons have taken over my mind. And nobody believes me, Everybody thinks I could be better if I wanted to. But I can’t be the old Lizzy anymore, I can’t be myself anymore, I mean, actually, I am being myself right now and it’s horrible.
Prozac Nation (Elizabeth Wurtzel)

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